oh how simple it was before her
Pushing feelings away with each bottle of sod
oh what pain drives me to ee her
but never again will I feel her company
never again will I hear her lovely voice
oh never a gain wll I see her beauty
what pain drives me to hate my self so
knowing it tis my fault for the pain
knowing if I had been a little bit smarter
she would care for me
Oh brain I wish I did have
Oh the feelings I wish to un feel
I wish I could turn back time and never go to that dreadful place
where my pain could die in that time
Oh what pain I feel knowing she hates me
Hates me because of my own doing
How I wish I could rewrite time
how i wish I could take this pain away
What feelings I wish unfelt

Who ever knows I wish for them not to tell
My feelingsshould never be said
but for the damned of my I wish I could speak in such a manor that is heart winning
so pleace who ever shall no plz I beg of this. Keep it to onces self no matter what because I wish for her not to know and tell me what u think f the poem